Sexual Conduct - Emily

I was kind of hoping this was going to be an easy read but it turned out to be a lot more then what I was expecting. Mary made a ton of good points... I have a lot of underlines in this chapter!! Growing up, the main message I heard (and the one that is still pushed the most) was just "don't do it", regarding sex. And as Mary points out, it is SO MUCH MORE than that. It all ties into a plan that is WAY bigger then us. Woah!

She talked about intimacy for a couple pages and that is what stuck out to me the most. How God used himself as the pattern when creating man and woman and the design for our relationship with each other... that blows my mind. Hubby has often shared that he wishes we could communicate without words, like sometimes to just be able to know what the other is thinking. From time to time that does happen and it's a sweet moment, but it does require 'talking' and being on the same page about things to know that we are both having the same thoughts. Sometimes I've thought it's kind of silly but it makes more sense thinking of it in light of God's design for our intimacy. Think of the couples who are together for 50+ years and then one spouses passes and the other feels like he/she lost half of themselves... that's real and true intimacy. And I am heartbroken at all the many crafty ways the devil has come against this in marriages! There are so many ways couples are divided today and it's just the norm.... his money, her money... his car, her car... all sorts of things. Not that it's bad to have 2 incomes or 2 cars but the idea of one or the other 'owning' it, rather than it being mutual between husband and wife... see what I mean?

I have found that when I take time to pray before sex, clearing my mind and inviting God to be a part of what we're doing, praising Him for who He created us to be and thanking Him for our relationship - the fulfillment is so much richer! God designed sex to reflect a part of Himself, he wants us to enjoy it and delight in it always!

Thank you Lord that you love us so much! Thank you for using the things closest to us (husbands and families) to help grow us to being more like you! May we keep in mind an eternal persepctive in the way we approach sex within our marriage and seek to continually raise our standards higher in our conduct with others.

Sexual Conduct - Hannah

Well, hmm...would it be fitting for me to stay that I like sex :). Ironically, Ann and I were just talking about it this morning..I get so frustrated sometimes because I feel I value it more than John does; however, after reading the chapter i realize that I've not been valuing it even a way in which I can bring glory to God...what an interesting perspective- to allow sex between a husband and wife be an act that glorifies God, signifies a covenant, and solidifies and consummates a relationship- wow.

Perhaps because I waited til we were married to have sex- it still seems new to me :) I still love making love...I love knowing that John is the only one that "knows" me.  Anyway, I could go on and on about how I love having sex with my husband and wish we had more time to be intimate, but I'll spare you both..hehe :) I will say that this chapter shed light on valuing sex because God created it...and He wants us to enjoy it and to use it to honor Him.

Lord, please help us to save sex for within the realms of marriage and to use it as a way to love our husbands- complete the union of our marriages- and honor You in doing so.  THANK YOU for  creating sex- and making it something that can be fun and fulfilling when used as You designed it.

Hope you both have a great weekend..and well, here's to a weekend of having God-honoring sex with our husbands :) :) 

Roles - Ann

My Dear Friends!

So before I get started I will say I feel worn out today, so they may be a rambled jumbled mess but here I go!

Well I can say I have struggled with my roles as a woman and wife and I enjoyed being reminded that God made me a woman and how very special I am as a Woman!

Before marriage I can say that I think I did a good job of letting Brian be the leader.....he asked me out....he kissed me first....he held my hand first...he asked me to marry him...he made sure he had a home for me to live in...I did not force him into anything or demand that he do any of those things! Yes I am proud to say that my husband is more that just a male he is a Man! : )

And with that being said I do need to let him be the man.....all of the time!

So, after we got married, I think I felt entitled to start bossing him around, and expected him to change some of his bachelor-like habits (I wanted him to be a perfect housekeeper)....and I wanted him to change as soon as I said so......Fast forward four years now  and I will say I still have not "fixed" him or made him change....ha! Yes, I will say I have tried to wear the pants but it doesn't work out so well when I do that!

I have better realized my roles over the years and I have been getting better at truly playing my part.....not overtaking his part and have worked on not being his "mom" as he has put it before.

I think my main issues when it comes to roles have to do with household duties.....I realize I as a woman am just more inclined to do housework and  and know what needs to be done to keep the household going, and that Brian is pretty much blind to it all...not because he wants to be......he just is. Also, with both of us working full time we both agree that I should not be solely in charge of all household duties. However, he is not of the nature to notice things and do them without me saying something....resulting in me expecting him to read my mind......I become frustrated....then I end up doing everything.....and at that point I am doing things out of anger and resentment.....not good and how selfish of me...and this happens when Ann is being self centered and pushes God and hubby aside!

For the last year I have been blessed with a regular schedule.....Praise God! I have worked on embracing my womanly roles....I now enjoy cooking and knowing that I am better at cleaning.....being happy that I can provide my husband a homey home....Brian has become the dish-doer....instead of demanding that he read my mind or demanding that things get done.....then getting angry, I have worked on lovingly asking for help, then, when Brian gets behind or forgets to do something and I end up doing something like helping him catch up on dishes ( I cannot believe how many dishes 2 people can dirty in a day) I do it for him out of love, knowing that Brian has other roles of his own that he is responsible for.

There were many sections of the chapter that stuck out to me:

I do not want to be a woman who "won't take no for an answer"

I do think our roles matter and when I let Brian be the man and I am the woman and let God in to do His thing, life is naturally better! I like being protected, and cared for by my husband, Mary states that women are "the constant beneficiary of protection from the authorities God has put in her life".....hmm....we have it pretty good ladies!

I liked how Mary pointed out that "Genesis reveals that men and women are more like God than anything else in the universe, and they share this status equally."

Man and woman are "complementary", they need each other

Woman is "helper....helper alongside"

Lord help us to clearly see and appreciate the roles you have blessed us with, help us as wives to let our husbands lead us and our families, but most of all help us to conform our lives to you, our Loving Father, so that we may see and hear clearly how you are leading us daily!

Roles - Emily

I have to say that I couldn't agree more with what Ann just shared about the world (the devil) lying to us! Lies are all over the place and unless we are really seeking out the Truth and God's hand in things we automatically just believe and follow lies. This book really helps bring me to a place of understanding our extreme need for God in order to get this stuff "right".

Yes, I did kiss my husband first (before he was my husband) and I have tried to 'wear the pants' in areas where I think things aren't going the way they should be. But it's not about who can do the job better, it's about who was designed to do it!! It can be hard to back off and let him be in charge of certain areas but it gives God much more room to work in both of us. I am learning patience and trust and it helps hubby have a better understanding of his position of leadership. When I back off and give things to God, He allows me to see where/what He wants to work on and gives many avenues for prayer. Our men have their own set of fears and faults and hang ups but they won't be able to work on them if we are stomping on them and saying "I'll just do it!" Opening my eyes to see these things draws me to my knees even more of behalf of him.

And I would honestly have to say that my designed role is more than enough to keep me occupied without trying to take on hubby responsibilities too. We are designed relationally and that takes time and energy and balance. I love to encourage and pray for others but I can't do that well if I'm not willing to invest time in knowing them and energy into reaching out. And keeping the household, hello! This is work, and way more than just our physical surroundings, but the heart of our home is in our hands. We are the rudder that guides the ship here. So often our attitudes and demeanor set the tone for the day. So sometimes when I 'just wanna be mad or cranky or have an off day' and I'm not allowed to get away with it, I need to remember that my composition (or lack of) has a ripple effect in those around me.

Hubby and I can seem so opposite in some areas and I wonder what on earth we were thinking... but then I remember that we are together for a reason with the intention of balancing one another for His kingdom purposes. I love on page 130 where Mary says "The alongside part is extremely important. The purpose of a woman helping a man isn't about exalting the man. It's not about him. Her help contributes to both of them achieving a greater, nobler, eternal purpose that is far bigger and more significant to their own existence....." I couldn't have said it better!! This life is SO not about us!! Our marriages are not about us! More importantly, it's about what God wants to do in and through us.

The family unit is so powerful!! Why do you think the Devil has had such an attack on it over all this time?? When man and wife can come together in unity fully devoted to God's purpose and power.... look out! I want this. I want us to be a mighty force for God in the lives of the lost. With God's help we'll get there. Satan uses so many things to keep us distracted and burdened it's just ridiculous. Even good things, he can twist and inflate them to consume our thinking and energies.

Overall, stepping outside my designed role happens most when I am being utterly selfish and not seeking the Lord. On page 133 Mary says "Roles speak to who we are more than they speak to what we do"  Lord, make me over from the inside out to be who You have designed me to be for Your purposes.

Appearance/ Body Language - Hannah

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Hey girlies!

WHOA...what a chapter.. I really liked this chapter- I found it to be so relevant.  Even today, I had a conversation at our office about women who don't respect themselves enough to keep their "goods" covered :) (Some of the guys in the shop have posters of skantily clothed women in back shop- and I was embarrassed to walk a client back in our shop today because of it..)  Anyway, focusing on the ME aspect.. I DO try to get attention from guys- even still, though I am married.  After the chapter last week on appearance- John and I had a convo- and I told him that I know how to dress and what to do to get attention if I want it.  John constantly challenges me to be content with myself and the way that I am - and that no man or no one is going to give me complete satisfaction- at least not by giving me compliments or saying the right things- it made me realize that I really need to find my worth and value in the Lord.  He needs to be the one I turn to, in addition to John, to find myself attractive.  "Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised." Proverbs 31:30- I want to fear the Lord- I want my beauty to come from the inside out and I WANT TO BELIEVE that in my heart- I want to believe that in God's eyes I am SO beautiful- I want to learn to be satisfied in that relationship- John isn't a word person- so though I am, and he does try to make an effort to verbally compliment- he often times doesn't - and it isn't because he doesn't find me attractive or beautiful- but he just doesn't express his feelings through word- well, I find myself often times seeking verbally compliments from other men, if I feel I am lacking from John- TOTALLY WRONG- oh how I know this-- and it isnt as though I am seeking ANYTHING else from other guys- but every girl likes to be noticed..we all liked to be complimented..but if we seek that in a provocative way- or in  way that causes other men to think impure thoughts- then it is wrong.  In a convo between John and I- he was saying that if a guy chooses to look - that is his own fault- and though, yes, I agree- we are not making them look at us - however, dressing in a less than respectful way, and by just putting it out there- only asks and begs for them to look.  Though, I wouldn't say that I do that- I do know how to manipulate to get what I want..

I loved that Mary's son said, "Well... I would have to say that it excites the male in me, but it doesn't attract the man in me."  WOW.  I really liked that..and thought to myself- based on conversations John and I have had in the past- I can thankfully say that I believe John's response would be the same- it isn't as though you can completely ignore all of the "JUNK" out there- it is everywhere- billboards, tv, commercials, grocery store, next door, etc- but we can choose to ignore it and turn our heads and find contentment and true beauty that hopefully is flowing out from within :)

With a bit of emphasis on the appearance chapter- honestly, I really didn't like the chapter too much- I didn't feel that the appearance aspect was too applicable to me- though like I said before, I do know that I can dress to impress- and hopefully I am only seeking to do that in a way that honors God and makes me more attractive to my husband.  I did like that Mary said, "To begin, the Lord wants His girls to be stunningly beautiful.  But He repeatedly stresses that a woman's beauty- and her beautification- is something that primarily happens on the inside."

Oh how I love that I can be called one of the Lord's girls : ) and this statement was a great reminder that we should want to be beautiful- we should strive to beautiful- BUT we should recognize- that it ALL starts from within...

Anyway, hope you both have a SUPER great week : ) Love you both..love sharing this book with you both.  Until next week.. SORRY I was late on my appearance chapter- I had actually read it last Tuesday- but just never got around to writing my summary- in fact, right now- John went to bed an hr ago- and Bailey wasn't ready to sleep- so she is playing in the laundry basket next to me..and I just read this week's chapter...anyway, off to bed with us hopefully soon : )

Definitely praying, that I'll be able to teach Bailey by my actions how to dress and how to grow herself into a girl after God's heart : )

Love you both.
Hannah

Body Language - Ann

Hello my wonderful friends!

Wow what a chapter!

Oh how our culture goes against the ways of God, and how he intends us to live purely and freely!

Oh what an example we are called to be to others, as many are not as informed as we are!

I will say that I don't think of myself as a flirtatious seductive woman, however I am sure I am guilty of turning on my "charms" to others than my husband. I definitely do not want to purposely send someone the wrong message so, I will say I will be more mindful to what I am doing when it comes to my body language after reading this chapter.

I will also be more mindful of the body language I direct towards my husband. This chapter reminded me of what a great tool body language can be to not only strengthen my marriage but it can also be used as an outward sign to those in public of what a beautiful thing marriage is!

(Being more mindful of my body language today.......as Brian was sitting on the couch with the computer that I needed to use in order to type this note, I walked into the room with a big mischievous smile, not saying anything at all.....he said "what, you need the computer?....then he handed it over.....I said wow! you read my body language! : )  ......So much can be said without saying anything at all)

I liked how Mary points out that as married women we should increase our sexually inviting body language towards our husband. God created us with this great talent and how lucky are we as married women that we have wonderful husbands to direct it towards!

This chapter was also great reminder of the power we have as women........ and with great power comes great responsibility! : )

Lord, help us to have pure hearts, minds and actions!

I hope you both have  blessed week!

Body Language - Emily

Hi ladies! Wow does this chapter fly in the face of our culture or what?! I can't help but think of all the negative influences there are in this particular area - TV, of course, but magazines, billboards, advertising, all kinds of crazy stuff teaching us to use our bodies to get our way. How it must break God's heart!!

He's created us and designed us to be beautiful women and that "charm" he's given us is for our HUSBANDS. How much more healthy would marriages be if we kept it to just that?!?! Interesting thought.

This is definitely an area where I have caused many a man to stumble in the past :-( Hurts to admit that but it's true. Now I aim to be more 'inviting' towards my husband..... body language is a huge key between us. Brushing his hand away while I'm doing the dishes tells him the dishes are more important :-( He is more important, but how am I telling him that? When we are out in public is my attention and body language directed towards him (holding hands, walking close, looking at him) or am I wandering apart from him (together but not really engaged)? Make sense? Good food for thought for me here.

I love that Mary's son points out that "Everything about a woman who loves God is different" - I want to be refreshingly different from our culture. When our hearts and lives are totally sold out to God, our husbands have a treasure at home that is far better than anything (any woman) that the world may try to throw at them.

Praying we can have pure hearts, motives and 'moves' ;-)